{"id":10774,"date":"2015-06-06T21:58:48","date_gmt":"2015-06-07T05:58:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.godammit.com\/?p=10774"},"modified":"2015-06-06T21:58:48","modified_gmt":"2015-06-07T05:58:48","slug":"five-years-in","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/godammit.com\/five-years-in\/","title":{"rendered":"Five Years In"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.godammit.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/spappy.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-10775\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.godammit.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/spappy.jpg?resize=480%2C303\" alt=\"spappy\" width=\"480\" height=\"303\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/godammit.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/spappy.jpg?w=480&amp;ssl=1 480w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/godammit.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/spappy.jpg?resize=300%2C189&amp;ssl=1 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 480px) 100vw, 480px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve read that the first four years are the hardest. And you are most at risk to kill yourself.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m still here. That can be tough to excuse or justify.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve lit my candle. It&#8217;s only right to thank the people who lit candles five years ago when I asked them to.<\/p>\n<p>So thank you. It really helped.<\/p>\n<p>xoxoxo<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve read that the first four years are the hardest. And you are most at risk to kill yourself. I&#8217;m still here. That can be tough to excuse or justify. I&#8217;ve lit my candle. It&#8217;s only right to thank the &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/godammit.com\/five-years-in\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[1],"tags":[1105],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7t44M-2NM","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/godammit.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10774"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/godammit.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/godammit.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/godammit.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/godammit.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10774"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/godammit.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10774\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/godammit.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10774"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/godammit.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10774"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/godammit.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10774"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}