{"id":10799,"date":"2015-06-21T00:11:50","date_gmt":"2015-06-21T08:11:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.godammit.com\/?p=10799"},"modified":"2015-06-21T00:14:04","modified_gmt":"2015-06-21T08:14:04","slug":"the-awfulness-inside-the-awfulness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/godammit.com\/the-awfulness-inside-the-awfulness\/","title":{"rendered":"The Awfulness Inside The Awfulness"},"content":{"rendered":"

Let’s say your dad is a tattooed bully with pierced nipples who had a nasty divorce from your mom before you were even born, and later leaves you with his new wife four days a week.<\/p>\n

Let’s say you changed schools six times before you dropped out after repeating ninth grade. Your dad still fights with your mom about visitation, his second wife can’t stand the abuse and finally leaves after dad beats her up.<\/p>\n

You’re frail and weird looking and ‘painfully shy’, and you don’t have friends so you spend a lot of time in your room at your computer. No one pays much attention to you until you get kicked out of the local mall for acting strange and the cops find your Suboxone, a drug for opiate users trying to get clean.<\/p>\n

Your sister plans her wedding but you’re not invited. She’s registered at Kohl’s.<\/p>\n

You’re just an angry little shit with a bad haircut and probably some kind of brain damage from drugs or trauma, and you form some idiotic sub-KKK philosophy just to have someone to despise more than you despise yourself. You take a bunch of stupid pictures of yourself in your room with your Confederate flag, glaring like Robert Di Niro in Taxi Driver only worse.<\/p>\n

Why the fuck would someone let you have a gun??<\/p>\n

That made all the difference: You were just a little shit but now you’re a monster.<\/p>\n

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