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What an awful week.<\/p>\n

I have been struggling with the shock of losing David Bowie and its attendant triggers, and then the more prosaic helpless rage of dealing with my malfunctioning website that some fucker has been trying to hack.<\/p>\n

I can’t add anything to the many beautiful words already written about David Bowie and his impact on music and culture. Lots of us feel the loss so personally that it has permeated everything…I am playing his music in my head every day. I am thinking about what it means to face death when you don’t welcome it. A new and heartbreaking perspective for me.<\/p>\n

I can’t handle it. I can’t dwell in this sadness without going under so I am turning to hate.<\/p>\n

Want to join me?<\/p>\n

If you too are having an awful week for whatever reason, I invite you to redirect yourself to the cleansing joy of righteous disdain if not downright hatred.<\/p>\n

I could not have discovered this awful girl at a better time!<\/p>\n

Her name is\u00a0Jessica Gebhart<\/strong> and she is featured in a video series called Denim Dudes<\/em>.<\/p>\n

Stop what you’re doing and watch this 35 second video. It is heaven. It will take your breath away.<\/p>\n

Thank you Jessica, you are a fucking gift from god and I hate the ground you walk on! Never leave me.
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