jesus wept again

What an awful week.

I have been struggling with the shock of losing David Bowie and its attendant triggers, and then the more prosaic helpless rage of dealing with my malfunctioning website that some fucker has been trying to hack.

I can’t add anything to the many beautiful words already written about David Bowie and his impact on music and culture. Lots of us feel the loss so personally that it has permeated everything…I am playing his music in my head every day. I am thinking about what it means to face death when you don’t welcome it. A new and heartbreaking perspective for me.

I can’t handle it. I can’t dwell in this sadness without going under so I am turning to hate.

Want to join me?

If you too are having an awful week for whatever reason, I invite you to redirect yourself to the cleansing joy of righteous disdain if not downright hatred.

I could not have discovered this awful girl at a better time!

Her name isĀ Jessica Gebhart and she is featured in a video series called Denim Dudes.

Stop what you’re doing and watch this 35 second video. It is heaven. It will take your breath away.

Thank you Jessica, you are a fucking gift from god and I hate the ground you walk on! Never leave me.

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14 Responses to Fuck!

  1. romeo says:

    She likes looking off into the distance.

  2. ali says:

    wow. still won’t get “soul love” out of my head… but it’s a start. <3

  3. Dana says:

    What is so great about you is yay find the perfect people to hate. Whatever happened to sea of shoes?

  4. Connie* says:

    Augh!! I am so sorry that you have been having a difficult time. I’ve had the same problem with some awful troll that took control of my computer and locked me out and caused me to have a panic attack of epic proportions. It took forEVER to get it right again. I hate when the universe tips on its side like that. Now Glenn Frey is gone, too. Sigh… But there are pretty girls wearing recycled denim which is a good thing I guess. So life goes on.

  5. Dj says:

    Saw Sarah Palin cackling like a hyena with a bone with Stump tonight on cnn…horrible woman! She is baaaaack with a vengeance wearing what looked like a 1980s dynasty inspired sparkle retread fringe top….the worst…hate her.

    Sista, put on your red shoes and dance the blues…….it’s temporary….

  6. Kellie says:

    She really is so alternative. How does she look so effortlessly trendy, in her DM’s and vintage coat.
    She deserves your ire.

  7. Madam Restora says:

    The shoe repair man told me that he wasn’t religious, but he’s pretty sure this is the start of the Apocalypse. Apparently, the Apocalypse begins with all the ‘stars falling from the sky’.
    You forgot Alan Rickman too – Snape in Harry Potter. with that lovely velvety deep voice.

  8. Madam Restora says:

    Sorry, that probably doesn’t cheer you up much?

  9. Bevitron says:

    See, I’m so out of touch about fashion shit that I can’t tell the real sarcasm from the real whatever else there is (which is supposed to be a trait of, or maybe an indicator of the incipience of, hopeless old farthood, according to some study, which may itself have been an exercise in sarcasm to fuck with old brains for the fun of it). So, all I thought was when she said the pants were 5 sizes too big for her, why not go all out and say 12 or 13 sizes too big, and give women something to really get their teeth into, if they’re going to trendset properly? This is all too upsetting…I need drawstring pants and tea.

  10. Dj says:

    Five sizes too big…perfect diet

  11. rosie says:

    five sizes too big, sound like the trouser equivalent of wearing your coat over your shoulders and not putting your arms in the sleeves, which inexplicably was a fashion statement not so long ago and thinking about it now is making me very cross all over again. Ahhhh!

  12. samantha says:

    So I watched & I waited for the punchline; nope, total utter waste of time, space & denim. What was the actual point of her & that?
    I’m wearing a giant t-shirt, leggings, no bra & some old pants that got over-dyed when I washed them with a red thing.
    Can I make a video too?

  13. Suspended says:

    Kellie – it wasn’t a “vintage” coat, it was an “antique” coat.

    Haha what a pretentious fuck!

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